Carlos Moita

Carlos

O Melhor Amigo que qualquer pessoa possa ter =3
Ainda bem que nos conhecemos, não me imagino a viver sem ele :P
Juntos Para Todo O Sempre!!! *.*

Love Ya!

What' Wrong With Me?

I don't really know how to talk to people...
And I have a guy in my class that makes my heart go wild... But I don't really know how to say to him what I feel for him...
I don't really know how to express myself... Because I'm a very shy person, so I don't know how to interact with the others... I only can talk with my best friends... So I don't know I to make friends...
I have all my best friends because they were the first ones to interact with me... And I'm glad for that ^^


But I guess I'm afraid of him getting  to know my feelings...
I don't know anything about being in Love... Why do we love if we may suffer for that selfish desire of ours?
But we don't really care, do we? Because if we care, we would be all alone on all the road of life...
But am I afraid of this selfish desire?
I'm so insecure about my way of feeling things... I don't know how to express my own feelings, because of that I try to act like I know...

So how can I explain my heart getting rebel all of sudden just by looking at him, beating so fast that makes my ears burn? Why do I feel speechless just by standing next to him? Why do my heart burns when he smile? And why does my body don't move just by meeting his eyes?

Is this what other people call "Love"?
How can I express myself?
If you figure it out please help me saying the most dificult words for me...

"I Love You"

Why do I feel so lonely now? Is it that because I'm stupid?

Well because I'm such a coward me and my best friend, we haven't talked yet.
I really want to talk to him... But I don't know what I should say to him...
Because of this fear that I fell, maybe our friendship is not going to be the same again...
But I just wanted him to know that I'm really sorry for all the things that I have done, and even said...
I really hope that he could forgive me...
I don't know how to speak to people about my own feelings... That's because I'm always being misunderstood, cause I don't know much about my own feelings...
I don't know how is to feel love, all I know it that with him I feel really good...
And I don't wanna miss all the great moments that I have passed with him...
I don't want him to be taken away from me, even if I know that he would never be taken away....
But I really have this need to protect him... For being hurt by someone... Because he's like my younger brother, even if he's the oldest... But I guess I have to let him free now...
Because I really want to spend all my time with him again... I want that he can feel safe with me...

So for now on can I be your shield? Just for you to feel, how much I need your friendship...
Can you give one more chance Senpai?
Please, I swear that I'll never fight with you again... Even if I think I'm totally right...

So.. What do you say?
Would you like to be my best friend again?
With no more fights... Just the old friendship that we built?