Well because I'm such a coward me and my best friend, we haven't talked yet.
I really want to talk to him... But I don't know what I should say to him...
Because of this fear that I fell, maybe our friendship is not going to be the same again...
But I just wanted him to know that I'm really sorry for all the things that I have done, and even said...
I really hope that he could forgive me...
I don't know how to speak to people about my own feelings... That's because I'm always being misunderstood, cause I don't know much about my own feelings...
I don't know how is to feel love, all I know it that with him I feel really good...
And I don't wanna miss all the great moments that I have passed with him...
I don't want him to be taken away from me, even if I know that he would never be taken away....
But I really have this need to protect him... For being hurt by someone... Because he's like my younger brother, even if he's the oldest... But I guess I have to let him free now...
Because I really want to spend all my time with him again... I want that he can feel safe with me...
So for now on can I be your shield? Just for you to feel, how much I need your friendship...
Can you give one more chance Senpai?
Please, I swear that I'll never fight with you again... Even if I think I'm totally right...
So.. What do you say?
Would you like to be my best friend again?
With no more fights... Just the old friendship that we built?
If you really fell all that for him, you must have the guts and tell him in person.
ResponderEliminarMaybe you should talk about what you both really expect from that friendship. that way you will know the limits of the friendship, to avoid false expectactions and more pain.