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segunda-feira, 4 de outubro de 2010

Why do I feel so lonely now? Is it that because I'm stupid?

Well because I'm such a coward me and my best friend, we haven't talked yet.
I really want to talk to him... But I don't know what I should say to him...
Because of this fear that I fell, maybe our friendship is not going to be the same again...
But I just wanted him to know that I'm really sorry for all the things that I have done, and even said...
I really hope that he could forgive me...
I don't know how to speak to people about my own feelings... That's because I'm always being misunderstood, cause I don't know much about my own feelings...
I don't know how is to feel love, all I know it that with him I feel really good...
And I don't wanna miss all the great moments that I have passed with him...
I don't want him to be taken away from me, even if I know that he would never be taken away....
But I really have this need to protect him... For being hurt by someone... Because he's like my younger brother, even if he's the oldest... But I guess I have to let him free now...
Because I really want to spend all my time with him again... I want that he can feel safe with me...

So for now on can I be your shield? Just for you to feel, how much I need your friendship...
Can you give one more chance Senpai?
Please, I swear that I'll never fight with you again... Even if I think I'm totally right...

So.. What do you say?
Would you like to be my best friend again?
With no more fights... Just the old friendship that we built?