There are inumerous types of people... I guess I'm the ignorant type. I've been told a thousands times to be calm, but I never managed to do it. And because of that in the end I was always the one suffering.
Ever since I can recall I've been the most unlucky girl in the world.
Because of my short temper I always ended up in fights.. In every single fight for some unknown reason I was the only one being punished, the hard kind of punishment, I stand it for a very long time keeping all this anger deep inside my heart..
With the many times being told to calm myself down I closed myself in my own world. I barely speak to people because if I talk to them they always misunderstand my words.. I'm shy everytime I'm around a boy because I don't know how to behave next to them.. I can't relax around people I can only be myself around animals because in some way I understand them.
Because I'm also afraid of being left alone. I don't make friends that easily, so I care to much about those I manage to have...
The thing I fear the most is being betrayed by someone of my friends, because if that happens I would personaly break them appart with my bare hands..
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