It was so unreal

Seeing you so still

I felt myself kneel

Wishing it wasn't real...

I like you... And you know that, but still I can't do nothing to show you how I feel.. Because I get nervous everytime our eyes meet, our hands touch..

I feel like I'm dying when I see you because I feel the need to kiss you or hug you. And I question myself what will you think of me if I do that? Will you hate me or will you do the same to me?

You tend to kiss me when I least expect it, embrace and squeeze me against your body... I loved it everytime and still I was always fighting the urge to do the same to you...

I get insecure when I'm with you and I ended up overtinking everything..

I'm tense around you, fighting all the feelings and emotions that I have for you.. I'm the kind of fool who keeps every emotion to herself, regreting every moment when I restrict myself..

I want to be able to show you how I feel about you, because I'll always cherish you...

The Real Me?

I hate when people act like they know the real me... How can they possibly know who I am, if I myself don't quiet know that... But what really pisses me off is when I finaly get to know me, the people around me start saying stuff like 'you're not the same person I used to know, where is she?' but just for your information that's the real me the one I've been looking for..
So just quit it! Stop accting like you fuckin' know me!